What's on my mind

Was awesome!! I really loved all the bands that were there. Gotta give props to the local boys. Awesome job James and Stereohype.
And this link will take you to S.H.'s vid: http://videos.sunherald.com/vmix_hosted_apps/p/media?id=1981958&item_index=&genre_id=00001186
Mike got me drunk even though I was supposed to be the D.D. Thanks Ken for helping me out you're a life saver. And I got moshpitted and had to be rescued by security. And I'm sore all over but I had a blast!! Now to go back to recovering.....

Has been one of the worst days of my life!!!!! I'm so f'ing pissed off. Yesterday I found that one of my rabbits had had babies over night. She kicked them all out of the nest and cage. When I found them all but one were still alive. But they all had fire ants all over them. So my husband and I had to pick them up and get all of the ants off of them. It was horrible. They were squealing in pain from the ant bites. We got them all cleaned off and thought that maybe they just rolled out of the nest and fell through the cage. Because the holes on the sides are big. This rabbit wasn't supposed to be pregnant. I didn't breed her. So I was in total shock. We put them in the nursery cage with hay and water and food for the mom. When we put the momma in the cage with them she started attacking them. I only managed to save two of the babies. 6 died. Then my sister came over to help me take care of the two babies. They have to be kept warm and nursed with kitten milk and stimulated to poop and pee. So we were up til 4am with the bunnies. Then at 8am the guy came to fix the fridge. Oh I forgot to mention we have been without a fridge for two weeks. That has added to my stress. So when he got here it woke Ella up. I was at my witts end. I woke up to Ella crying after hardly any sleep and one of the bunnies wasn't doing good at all. It died an hour later. Then I desided that they weren't adjusting to the kitten milk. So I was going to go outside and hold the momma down and let the baby nurse. Since baby bunnies only nurse once or twice a day. But when I got out there the momma had made a nest and was calm and looked like she was searching for her babies. So I gave her another chance. And put the baby down and she started cleaning it and nursing it. So I was releaved big time. Then I had a drs. appointment at 2pm. So I left my SIL with the kids and went to the drs. When I got back my SIL had been letting my son go outside and check on the bunny. He had moved the cage too close to the edge and once he came inside the last time. The momma bunny shifted her weight and turned the cage over onto the grond. It killed her and the baby. So I came home to Two more dead rabbits. Ella had pee'd on my bed and it had to be stripped and washed and Parker spilled a whole glass of Dr Pepper on the living room carpet......I was so angry and stressed I couldn't even talk. I tried calling my sister for help but she said she was too tired to come back down here. And my mom and dad said I should make Parker dig a hole and bury it. Yes that sounds like a good idea, let an 8 yr old boy go dig a hole and bury a rabbit and a baby bunny that are covered in ants....Yeah so I told them thanks for nothing and hung up on them. Sometimes I really doubt that I'm related to them, they are such idiots!!!!!!! So I called my husband and broke down crying about the whole thing. He said when he gets home from work he will take care of everything for me. So I've taken my antidepressant and my antiinflamatory and my muscle relaxer and two tylenol pms. And I'm going to bed for the rest of the day......my back is killing me!!!

I'm a youtube star now.....hehehe. Not really but yeah. I've had over 16,000 views and it's still rising. So I've got my work cut out for me in the creativity department. Oh well back to work..............

Is going on July the 5th at the coast coliseum in Biloxi. It's 32.50 a ticket. But the bands that will be there are awesome!!! And I'm going to be backstage to meet and greet the Toadies....love them!! But the bands on the bill are as follows: James Gillies (personal friend, and local musician like myself.) Sterio Hype (local band, still getting to know them...) Saving Abel, Tantric, Shinedown, P.O.D., Puddle of Mudd, and The Toadies. I know awesome!!!! ok so I'll be there dancing and drinking....cause it's my first night out in 6 months. Stay at home mommy is a hard job. And I expect all my buddies to be there too. Love you guys, mwah!

Time has flown since I was last on here. You know how it goes. You're either on here alot or myspace. And lately it has been myspace as you can tell. New stuff going on is: I had a baby girl 8 months ago. She is so awesome and sweet. Doug had a heart attack 3 weeks ago. But he is doing alot better now. He is back at work on light duty. I'm in the works of joining a punk oldies band down here with James Gillies. We will see how that goes. And Parker is on the super intendents list.....yay! Oh yeah I have a huge blonde streak in the front of my hair now. Check out the new pic.....




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I went to thunder's tonight and saw everybody. If I didn't get to say hi to you at the show HI!! I had alot of fun and saw a bunch of people I hadn't seen in a while. The guys sounded really good tonight. Well I'm beat so it is off to bed with me. Night night.

I have that song stuck in my head..hehe. Well today is going to be busier than I thought. Besides going to the schools open house tonight at 6:30, I have to take Parker to the foot doctor. He has a bad ingrown toenail on his left foot. It's the big toe and its all purple and red. It was fine yesterday I don't know what made it flare up. But I was so glad that the doctor could see him today. I think the dr is just going to remove the whole toenail. I just hope he isn't sore after it. So we have his appointment at 3pm and then be at his school at 6:30pm. I think he is excited and worried about going to the first grade. He told me last year that he wanted to stay in kindergarten cause he liked his teacher. But maybe when he meets his teacher tonight he will feel better about it. He was excited about all the new colors and pencils and erasers he got for school. Well I guess its time to start getting ready to run all over town.

I feel like I'm getting better each day. For those of you who didnt know it I was fighting with depression alot recently. But now I'm back on my meds and I feel tons better. Today was fun. Its my grociery day so more than likely if you go to the walmart in pascagoula on a wednesday you will run into me. LOL, although if I have my Ipod on I might not hear you. So today I went to walmart and got all kinds of goodies. I got chocolate chip cookies. Then came home to Doug babysitting two of his sisters kids. So I fixed the kids a snack. Its a bad idea to give a 6, 3, and a 1 year old cookies. And they had their own version of a popcorn fight. But they had alot of fun. So sometime this afternoon I'm going to try to work on Parker's room. Ha ha! That will be loads of fun.

Yesterday my mother-in-law was telling me a story about my nephew. Seems that he loves water, boats, and toys. And he desided to incorperate all of those things together. It would have been fine except he desided to float his toy boats in water that he poured into his dresser drawer. But the water kept running out of it so he had a system going he would bring buckets in the room and fill it up with water and when it got low he would do it again. And then my other nephew walked in on it and said No Jacob No Pee on floor!!!! LOL What kids will do.

Well today was a good day for a change. I had to stay the night at my mom's house last night. My mom and dad went out of town and my sister didn't want to be alone in that house at night. So Parker and I spent the night with her. We stayed up late watching movies. Then today we had a meeting at 10am after that Parker went home with his nana. I got to take a nap. And I really needed it cause we were up so late. After the nap Doug and I went to his mom's house to eat dinner. They had b.b.qed ribs. Those were soooooo good. And Parker desided he wanted to spend the night with them. So that means I can work on his room tomorrow. Maybe I can get it finished....lol.....yeah right. Well I'll make progress. Night everybody.

Yesterday was an ok day. Long and everything but at least I got out of the house. Angela was bored so she took me and Parker to the movies. we went to the Grand and saw Monster House. Parker liked it. Then we went to Sonic and got something to drink. After that we went to McDs and got something to eat. We took the long way home since it has been a while since I got out of the house to do something other than get grocieries. So I had fun. When I got home I watched a movie with Doug called Brick. It was pretty good. Very interesting. I was going to write all of this last night but I got lazy and waited til today. Oh yes myspace is up and running again. Well this has been a random kind of post. Eh but it works.

Yep this is getting old fast. I have become a computer potato. I'm trying to wheen myself off of it. Its not really working though. I tried to get rid of myspace but the e-mail it is supposed to send you to delete it never came. And I tried resending it and it still never came. So I give in I'm never going to get rid of Myspace I see. But I only have 3 friends on there as of now. I dont want it to get like it was before where I had hundreds of people in my friends list and like maybe 6 or 7 of them actually talked to me. That was irritating. But I'm going to work on it tonight and see if I can keep everything to a minimum. But I'm going to try to not be online as much as I used to be I still need the me time. But you can only clean house so much before you get tired of it. So that is my update.......

To explain things better. Alot of drama happened over something on myspace. My sister and her friend were having a disagreement about safty issues and boys...blah blah blah....the girl got into a bad situation and then all heck broke loose. So I didn't want to deal with the drama that happens on there. So I got rid of myspace. It was a big distraction too. You can get addicted to it easily. And it was down half the time. But this works just fine. Oh I still have Yahoo I just lost all my friends that were on my list. So if you want just re-add me. Talk to everyone later.

Yes I know my yahoo myspace and a.i.m. are all gone. Those things were taking up way too much of my time so I got rid of them. I need to focus more attention on my family. Parker is fixing to be going into the first grade and I need to do alot of work on myself. This way there are no distractions. I need to fix myself big time. Sorry if that offends anyone but I had to do it. There was way too much drama going on and I was getting way to stressed out over it.

Here is my mp3 list for tonight.....
KT Tunstall- Black Horse and the Cherry Tree
Ashlee Simpson- L.O.V.E.
Cassie- Me and You
Stone Sour- Throught the Glass
Anna Nalick- Just Breathe
Avril Lavinge- Slipped Away
Black Crows- She Talks To Angels
Texas- Say What You Want
Chevelle- Point #1
D4L- Laffy Taffy
Eels- Novacaine For the Soul
Evanesence- Going Under
Hinder- Lips of an Angel
Incubus- Wish You Were Here
Jay-Z and Linkin Park- Numb Encore
Limp Bizkit- My Generation
Mariah Carey- Say Something
My Chemical Romance- The Ghost of You
Nappy Roots- Po' Folks
Nelly and Justin Timberlake- Work It
Nickelback- Far Away
No Doubt- New
Nora Jones- Come Away With Me
Presidents of the United States of America- Peaches
Radio Head- Karma Police
That is it what do ya think??

Stupid myspace is messed up again. This is the second night in a row that they claim to have had a power outage. This is getting on my nerves. Most of my friends e-mail me there so I can't read any of my e-mails cause it is messed up. Ok I'm done ranting.

Yeah that was pretty much it I added some people.

Yay I desided to get a live journal today because myspace was being dumb. Now I'm writting to myself because I haven't added anyone yet. But it's on my to do list lol. I got a new mp3 player today it is a cheap little thing that Doug got from work but hey it holds 30 songs and its tiny. So now I have to practice taking a bath with out dropping it in the water. Ok now I'm going to go see if I can add some people talk to myself again later.

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